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不开心!
但不伤心。。。

真搞不清楚是什么！

一点也不平静

Enchanted!

:D
Was busy hesitating last nite and this morning, if i should sms!
haiyaaaaaa....

So glad to recieve a call from u instead.

Maybe i am just afraid to lose a fren!!! lol.

Nevermind.. dont know what am i thinking of too. dont know what i want too.

Librans! librans! librans! Irritating librans!

Another whilte lie day.

close shave! bad handling of the situation! so lousy! almost gave myself away...

PHEW!!!

The mind is so active now! sitting back and wondering whats up now. If i can go to the gym now, i would do so! just want to work out n pant and feel the heart pumping hard for more breaths. It will definitely take my mind away from these contradicting thoughts.

Luckily my logical thinking is still in place. I am still able to make rationale decisions and choices. Ｉ　ｃｈｏｓｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｕｒｎ　ｕｐ．　ｉ　ｃｈｏｓｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｔｏ exist. Perhaps i just want to run away again.

the intro session should go well and U should be getting a pretty impression of her. More to come, i guess! Sooner or later, my job will be done.

Piyo gave a typical definition of whats called like someone enough. that was what i used to agree too. Maybe i should recover the dumped definition! if not, i can never start to go in search of love. and to keep love.

I hate the fact that i can do selective listenining and i could numb my heart. Just hate it when im too much in controll. Hopefully, 1 fine day, i can go mad, lost control then burst out loud to shout all out. Give me more wine! give me more wine!


^ Que Sara Sara.... what will be, will be..

*enjoy.hoping the best for u always*

~wOoooHooooo!!

没有勇气,没有力气

U are back again.
I am beginning to hide again.
Finding excuses to run away.
Missed you while u are elsewhere
Yet afraid to have you around for too long.
Everyday still feels like sunday when with you.
And I still bounced away when you come closer to me.
We are of like poles, we can only repel.

U told me that there is an alternative for you to get away from all these shit.
There ain't much difference for you to choose the quick escape and whatever that you are experiencing now. Sometimes it seems like love and money doesn't come together. You have been looking for love but all you got was shit.
I can't do much but to listen and try to keep really mum, hoping that you will feel my vibes that i do not see eye to eye to what you have said. All i could remind u were bout trade-offs in every choice you make.

How I wished that i could pluck up my courage to let u know that I could be a choice of yours.
The courage din come even after so many years. I know what you are looking for. I can't fit the bill and never will. This will be my greatest regret. Maybe it is just a blessing in disguise.

一个人走无聊的路口, 我还在做梦以为你会喜欢我

Only when u are not here

After so many years, my tongue gets tangled when we talk but i still feel comfy.

After so many years, we still preserve that chemistry even if we don't keep up with each other often.

After so many years, u haven't met the someone who really treats u the way u deserve.

After so many years, i am still keeping myself apart from u.

After so many years, u still don't know that i will fall for u.

After so many years, i will only miss u when u are leaving.

sentimental kills

17.01.07, tonite.

Don't keep thanking me, i din do anything at all. that was what i told her.

"u did. just to let u noe i appreciated every lil single ting..rite from day 1. that jug of drink in Happy was e first till today."

17.01.07, wee hours.

"I hope i did not hurt u by what i said tonite"

My reply: Where did the hurt come from? Nah, everything is fine and everything gonna be ok for u too. Silly u. dont tink too much. what is more impt than to have your smiley? (U didn't, cos enough hurt was done previously already. but i still want to see ur smiles more than anything else.)

~ we are pple who are better off alone.

- 比所有人都渴望你能幸福, 我站在你不远处, 默默地为你祝福 -

2007

My 2007 started with a huge rush at work. super duper stressed up for the 1st week. I gonna get thru, just a week more. But I am looking forward to a better year definitely. 2007!!! Welcome me alright!! (with a bigger fanfare la)

2006 wasn't exactly great. Glad that it is in my archives already. All kept in my library. However, lots had been learnt and experienced, especially. They gonna take me through my years ahead. Bye bye 2006!!

(= Muaks 2007

Note: My travelling germs are attacking already.. hee hee.. More pics more sights!